January 12, 2006
Came back from Lakeville today. I had such a good time with M. She took me to bowling. I hadn’t played in three years. Last time in Los Angles with Shahraad. It brought back many memories. This time was better though. I liked the place a lot. It was full of working class men. Not a single female beside M! Was such a joy to see them laughing and playing. Playing with their cracked hands. Sadness in their eyes. On an old man’s shirt was written “Life is not certain”. Very true. A reality which we do not want to accept.
M got a haircut. She wanted to do it like Brigitte Bardot in "Le Mépris". She looks beautiful. Much more than what she thinks.
Watched Woody Allen’s “Melinda and Melinda”. What a fantastic movie! It asks a great question: is the essence of life “tragedy” or “comedy”? My answer; “tragedy”. Allen’s answer; “it’s relative.”
What does my existence mean to the Universe? Nothing? Everything?
What does the Universe mean to me? Nothingness...
Posted by amin at January 12, 2006 10:48 PM